Afraid She would not Survive
This is a testimony from a German client, who was on the go for 40 years, from morning till night.
I became a workaholic
I’m now 62 years young. Since my early childhood in a Germany recovering from the war, I always felt like I was in a survival mode. This translated in having terrible fears of «not making it», near permanent feelings of stress and becoming a workaholic at adult age. I would always frantically hurry to get things done because I was afraid that I simply would not survive if I didnt do everything that needed to be done. ..When I was younger, I didn’t realize too much that it was a problem because this non-stop working attitude allowed me to become a very successful business woman, (the more I did, the bigger my business grew and so I felt it was great) , but when I became aware that I couldn’t stop even when I wanted to (I was starting to have health problems), I decided to work with Maya.
I do not worry anymore
After working with her for a couple of months, it was possible for the first time in my life to release those survival feelings. I now have more trust in myself and in life. The inner knowingness that I can survive under ANY circumstances is an immense relief. I do not worry about surviving anymore. I know I will be ok no matter what happens.
I have learned to be more aware of myself
Maya also made me aware of so many issues I have, which is not always easy to acknowledge. With her, I have learned to take a closer look at how I act and react to the challenges of my daily life. I have learned to acknowledge painful feelings -which I had tried so hard to ignore or push away- and I released a lot of them through «clearing focuses». I actually love to do those focuses because they are a way to use “time for me” in a “good for me” way.The successes I have experienced so far encourage me to keep on working on other issues to create a more aware and easier life for myself.
This is the most effective work I have done to help myself. And I have done a lot: Years of psychotherapy, a life long study of metaphysics, various workshops and self help therapy.
Eva W, self-made business woman, USA-Germany